Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Bronx Zoo Repeat



            Summer time is “Mommy Camp” time and today (now, when you’re reading this, it’s in the past) we went on a field trip to the Bronx Zoo.  I love going to the zoo with them and I always look forward to our trips.   Like one of the kids, I am all excited as we approach the gate.  But after about a half an hour, I’m not as excited.  I think that between three kids, many years and multiple visits, I must’ve been to the Bronx Zoo about a quadrillion times.  Which doesn’t mean that I don’t like to go- it just means that once I’m there I am constantly in a deja vu state where half-memories are ghosting the reality.
            Something both funny and disturbing about me is how easily I forget things.  Like your 85-year-old grandpa, I repeat stupid jokes that you have heard before.  Except I think I am being clever in the moment and that they are new stupid jokes!  I think I am being original but I am stealing my own material.  Luckily for me, since I have Swiss cheese for brains, I am amazed by the same things year after year and re-laugh at my own same jokes.  But I guess it’s monotonous to some around me…
            Children have excellent memories.  They will remember the ice cream you promised to get them but never followed through on for the next 20 years.  (And make you pay for it!)  I think they have excellent memories because their brains are much emptier.  When they have lived through all these years and all these experiences, they will still remember that ice cream they were denied but won’t remember what they were saying two seconds earlier. Their brains are like nice clean desks and mine is like a hoarders house. 
            My children are getting bigger and my oldest is at the wonderful age and stage of pointing out how wrong I am and how little I know all the time.  (And how old I am. Which I hate! And if I’m so old, shouldn’t I know more than her?)  So today, with an eye roll and an exasperated statement, she made me realize how porous my brain has become.  Or always was, I can’t tell. (And even if I figured it out, I forgot!)  Shortly after we arrived, we got on the Wild Asia monorail and I saw the safety stickers.  They were the universal red circle with the line through them and the usual ones- no eating, no smoking and no standing.  However, the little stick figure for the no standing had his arms extended up like he was dancing to Y.M.C.A.  As I am sitting down I say sternly, “Oh, kids, look.  No jumping jacks.”  The eye roller rolls… all right you know what she did…and she accompanies it with a disgusted, “You said the same thing last year.”  I did?  You sure?  Huh.  I don’t remember that.  But, hey, it was funny right?  No? Apparently she thought it was lame then.  Now it’s lame times 365. 
            Thankfully, I have younger ones who will laugh kindly at my bad jokes but soon enough they will be eye rollers as well.  I am not looking forward to that.  By that time, I’ll be saying the joke for the 6th, 7th, 8th time!  I can’t imagine they will be any kinder than the oldest.  Maybe I should record my corny jokes so I don’t have to exert myself repeating them every year.  Or, I could just write them down as soon as someone (you-know-who) points out my gaff.  Then, try to rewrite them differently for use the following year?  It’s not my fault I repeat myself!  I’ve lived through the Bronx Zoo experience a quadrillion times!  It’s like my own personal Groundhog's Day.  Maybe I should just put all my usual statements on index cards to hand out at the appropriate time.  Like, “Sure I’ll take a picture of you with the giant fox ears.” (I could fill a scrapbook with those.)  And, “Look at all that poop? Who gets to clean that up?” And, "Yes, it is sooo cute." And, "I don't know why their butts are big and funny colors." (That's in the baboon section, not the restroom.)  And, their least favorite, “If you wanted souvenirs you should’ve brought your money with you.”
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            A NEW conversation that I thought was interesting took place at the Bug carousel.  

Me:        Wow, listen to this.  The preying mantis kills her mate
               and then eats his head!
Them:    EEEEWWW…
Me:        What if I killed daddy and ate his head during Wipeout?
Oldest:   Why during Wipeout?!  That’s very specific…

Really, that’s the part of the statement that seemed wrong to her?!





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